| playing apology chicken |
[Sep. 6th, 2007|06:34 pm] |
if there's such a concept.
i'm gonna say that there is.
so who's gonna go first.
i'd put money on myself.
only because my conscience overwhelms me.
however, i still believe in you.
so i think it's your turn, this time. |
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| neon genesis evangelion |
[Sep. 5th, 2007|07:30 pm] |
the last episode, which technically isn't the last episode.
when shinji is losing the absolute fucking plot.
verge of a breakdown.
verge of...
but... |
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| new pumpkins anyone??? |
[Jul. 15th, 2007|05:14 pm] |
just putting it out there. billy corgan has still got it!!! and fuck off to anybody who says less. unappreciative fucks that you are!!! ;)
just out of curiosity. don't you think it's all got a tad bit ridiculous??? seriously, how long is this shit gonna go on for??? after everything, and it comes to this. well fuck that. that's fucking bullshit. and i don't care how fucking lame i may fucking sound to you. i gave a fuck. and it wasn't enough!!! |
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| i'm your zero |
[Jul. 12th, 2007|06:48 pm] |
is it bright where you are
have the people changed
does it make you happy, you're so strange
and in your darkest hour, i hold secrets flame
you can watch the world, devoured in it's pain. |
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| hydraulic pin cushion |
[Jul. 7th, 2007|10:49 pm] |
could not posssibly let today slip by without mention of just how unbelievable fucking special today really was. i mean, come on, the se7enth of the se7enth oh se7enth. if you were alive today, and got to experience all the magic, then kudos to you. seriously. a memorable experience.
anyways.
NIN. can't wait.
rainbow brite. for mia.
hot sexy underwear. damn.
ooh, and transformers. does anybody else feel 5, 6, se7en again???
more than meets the eye peoples!!! more!!!
:)
couldn't possibly feel happier right now. GO ON, i fucking dare you!!! just try and make me feel happier than i do, RIGHT NOW!!! you'll fail. fucking horribly!!!
and apologies to the pin cushion. the oil pressure was way too low.
and YES!!! the left headlight does work.
and NO!!! you could not possibly be anymore of a complete fuckwit.
memorable indeed. |
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| hits from 2000 |
[Jul. 2nd, 2007|06:04 pm] |
i don't know. i was just sitting here, and it came to me. i honestly did not think you would take me so seriously. in fact, i didn't even think of that particular aspect at all. and thinking about it now, it's almost unfathomable. and then a song comes to mind. actually, it's been playing all along, but it fits the moment so damned well, i'm just gonna say it was all a random placement put there by fate, or destiny, or utter fucking bullshit. point is. the song reverberates. the song has more meaning than just the lyrics being sung, or the emotion in the music itself. it has a place in time.
a place in time.
still doesn't justify much though, does it?
i think i may have done that wrong.
yes, indeed. i think i have. |
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| unbelievably fucking depressing |
[Jul. 1st, 2007|05:12 pm] |
if there was ever a day i wanted to scream at the world to go and get fucked, today would have been IT!!! the world, HOWEVER, is already completely and utterly FUCKED UP!!! WOULD PEOPLE PLEASE STOP FUCKING KILLING EACH OTHER!!! YOUR 'GOD' DOES NOT GIVE A FUCK!!! YOUR 'GOD' IS FUCKING BULLSHIT!!! IT'S A FUCKING DELUSION PEOPLES!!! FUCK ME!!!
but hey, keep watching that tv with morbid fascination.
it's not a good story if someone hasn't died!!!
suck it all up. watch as much as you can. EVER SO FUCKING THANKFUL THAT IT'S NOT YOU!!!
all that aside though.
cheers for the first 6 months of the year. i can only hope the last six is even better!!!
almost 10 years.
waiting. patiently. |
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| sunshine and lollipops |
[Jun. 25th, 2007|05:14 pm] |
don't worry, i do not expect you to give a damn.
but this is not for you. i do not write this for you.
you don't even know who you are!!!
it may seem dramatically pretentious. i don't fucking care.
it's not my intention.
lies. lies. lies.
only because people don't like the truth.
too much fear involved.
wtf.
i like that. it's what got me started.
the question to pretty much everything.
wtf.
now everything is ruined. i can't tell them now. show them. anything.
all because of intelligence.
seriously though, little cream soda, and rag and bone.
they rock, they're awesome. i love them.
jack and meg rock. |
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| turn on me |
[Jun. 24th, 2007|06:43 pm] |
you can fake it for a while, bite your tongue and smile, like every mother does her ugly child. but it starts to leaking out, like spittle from a cloud, amassed resentment pelting ounce and pound. you entertaining any doubts, 'cause you had to know that I was fond of you. fond of Y-O-U. though i knew you masked your distain i can see the change was just too hard for us, you always had to hold the reigns, but where i'm headed you just don't know the way.
so affections fade away, or do adults just learn to play, the most ridiculous repulsive games? all our favorite ruddy sons, and their double-barreled guns, you'd better hurry rabbit, run, run, run! 'cause mincing you is fun, and there's a lot of hungry hatters in this world set on taking over. but brittle thorny stems, they break before they bend, and neither one of us is one of them.
and the tears will never mend, 'cause you had it in for me so long ago. i don't know why and i don't care, well hardly anymore. if you'd only seen yourself hating me, when i'd been so much more than fair. but then you'd have to lay those feelings bare. the one thing I know has still got you scared. yeah all that cold ire, and never once aired on a dare!
you had to know know that I was fond of you. fond of Y-O-U. so I took your licks at the time. a change like that is just so hard to do, don't let it whip-crack you life. and I'll bow out from the fight - those old pius sisters were right - the worst part is over, now get back on that horse and ride.
the shins.
8th august. melbourne. the metro.
awesome, awesome, awesome, awesome, awesome, awesome...AWESOME!!! |
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| mine mine mine |
[Jun. 20th, 2007|05:15 pm] |
dead as dead can be
my doctor tells me
but i just can't believe him
ever the optimistic one
i'm sure of your ability
to become my perfect enemy
wake up and face me
don't play dead 'cause maybe
someday i will walk away and say
you disappoint me
maybe you're better off this way
leaning over you here
cold and catatonic
i catch a brief reflection
of what you could and might have been
it's your right and your ability
to become my perfect enemy
wake up
and face me
don't play dead
'cause maybe
someday
i’ll walk away and say
you disappoint me
maybe you're better off this way
maybe you're better off this way
you're better off this
maybe you're better off...
wake up
and face me
don't play dead
'cause maybe
someday
i’ll walk away and say
you fucking disappoint me
maybe you're better off this way!!!
go ahead and play dead
i know that you can hear this
go ahead and play dead
why can't you turn and face me?
why can't you turn and face me?
why can't you turn and face me?
you fucking disappoint me
Passive-aggressive bullshit...
apc. |
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